Tough Guy, Tougher Journey: A Trigeminal Neuralgia Story
originally appeared on 日本av色情片's Department of Neurological Surgery.
Pat Pesce is one tough guy. The former NYPD detective worked private security at听Rockefeller Center after he retired from the force in 1998, then was enlisted by the center鈥檚 owners, Tishman Speyer, to be a driver for their听executives and VIPs. Needless to say, the former cop has seen a lot over his career, and has gotten himself out of some difficult situations. But recently, the painful condition known as听听almost did to him what no job had ever done: take him out of the game. Fortunately, Pat found a world expert in his condition in听听at NewYork-Presbyterian and 日本av色情片 Neurological Surgery, and he is back to living a pain-free life with his family.
It began without warning in 2015, shortly after Pat began driving for Tishman Speyer. 鈥淚 started experiencing this sudden, excruciating pain in the side of my face and the top of my head,鈥 he recalls. Pat may be tough, but the pain was like nothing he鈥檇 ever experienced before, practically immobilizing him when it would flare up. He feared that an attack that started while he was driving could be catastrophic; for the first time in his life he thought about retiring for good. 听Seeking treatment, Patrick made an appointment with his neurologist, Dr. Matthew Fink at NewYork-Presbyterian/日本av色情片 Medical Center, who diagnosed him with trigeminal neuralgia.
Trigeminal neuralgia is not a life-threatening condition, but the severity of the pain can make it feel that way: it鈥檚 been described as an electrical shock, a burning sensation, or a stabbing pain. Some have even called it 鈥渢he suicide disease鈥 for the level of desperation sufferers feel. The source of the pain is the trigeminal nerve, which transmits signals from the brain to the eyes, face, teeth, and the muscles that control chewing. The culprit might be a tumor that鈥檚 pressing on the nerve, or a condition such as multiple sclerosis, which damages the protective sheath on the nerve. Most often, though, the cause is a blood vessel that is compressing the nerve. Whatever is bothering the nerve, the pain is intense 鈥 even a whisp of wind, putting on a scarf, or eating can set it off.
鈥淒r. Fink gave me medication, which worked for a while, but after some time it wasn鈥檛 working as well as it once had,鈥 says Pat. 鈥淚鈥檓 a tough guy and I can handle pain, but it got to the point where I couldn鈥檛 leave the house. It was happening too often and too intensely; it was interfering with my quality of life.鈥 听Dr. Fink referred Pat to his colleagues at听 日本av色情片 Neurological Surgery for evaluation, to discuss whether a surgical solution might be appropriate.
鈥淏ecause trigeminal neuralgia is not life-threatening, the priority is pain management,鈥 says Dr. Stieg, the Margaret and Robert J. Hariri, MD 鈥87, PhD 鈥87 Professor of Neurological Surgery and Chair and Neurosurgeon-in-Chief of NewYork-Presbyterian/日本av色情片 Medical Center. 鈥淢edication and radiosurgery can help, and for some patients these solutions can bring the pain down significantly. But in cases like Patrick鈥檚, the pain can outpace those treatments and can become more constant. As time goes on, the episodes occur more frequently, and the pain becomes more debilitating.
鈥淭here are several options we have to offer to patients when medication is not working,鈥 adds Dr. Stieg. 鈥淭he important thing for us is to get to know the patient individually, to determine the best course of action. We have a range of treatments available, from noninvasive to minimally invasive, to open surgery, and we work with the patient to decide which path to follow.鈥
Patrick learned more about his options, which included radiotherapy treatment with the Gamma Knife, radiofrequency lesioning with heat, and surgery.
鈥淚 met with [radiation oncologist]听听and [neurosurgeon and stereotactic radiosurgery expert]听, who could perform a Gamma Knife procedure,鈥 says Pat. 鈥淏ut the results wouldn鈥檛 take effect until a month or two after the procedure and I couldn鈥檛 wait that long. By this point it was hard for me to eat, brush my teeth, or even touch my nose. My only respite was sleep, but even then I had to sleep upright with an ice pack at the ready. In between Dr. Fink鈥檚 medications, I was taking Benadryl and Tylenol to help knock me out and let me sleep a couple of hours.鈥听
After talking with Dr. Stieg about faster-acting approaches, including surgery, Pat decided to first try a nonsurgical radiofrequency lesion (RFL) procedure with听. RFL uses high heat to destroy the pain-sensing portions of the trigeminal nerve 鈥 it worked, but the pain eventually returned.
Everything came to a head while Patrick was at a family gathering in Brooklyn. 鈥淚 pushed myself to go, to keep myself distracted,鈥 he says. 鈥淚 sat down across from my brother and I tried to bite into a slice of pizza. He saw the unbearable pain on my face, and I told him that I had to leave. That鈥檚 when I made the decision to sit down and meet with Dr. Stieg.鈥
鈥淲hen Patrick came into my office, he was in pain not just physically but emotionally,鈥 says Dr. Stieg. 鈥淲hen I speak to patients dealing with trigeminal neuralgia, it鈥檚 understandable: the pain is intractable. And it鈥檚 understandably dispiriting for the pain to keep returning 鈥 even after regimens of medicine and RFL. But this is something we specialize in here 鈥 I was confident that a microvascular decompression procedure would get us the right result. I knew he would get out of this fine.鈥
鈥淲hen I met with Dr. Stieg, I was in no shape to engage in a conversation,鈥 recalls Patrick. 鈥淚 broke down, and I couldn鈥檛 discuss it. It was embarrassing and hurtful. But when he said I was going to be fine, I got emotional. I put myself in his hands. Throughout the course of my life, I鈥檝e experienced different pain. I鈥檝e taken falls, been in car accidents, broken my legs, gone through different operations. It was nothing compared to this. It knocked me down to where I couldn鈥檛 go any further. We scheduled the surgery for December sixth. 听I was ready to do this.鈥
鈥淚n contrast to the radiofrequency lesion that Patrick underwent, microvascular decompression requires a small incision,鈥 says Dr. Stieg. 鈥淲e go to the side of the face where the pain is and make an incision behind the ear, which exposes the trigeminal nerve. From there, we deal with whatever is making contact with the nerve. In Patrick鈥檚 case, we moved three blood vessels that were compressing the nerve, and placed a small pad of Teflon tape to block any contact with the nerve.鈥
鈥淎fter the surgery, it felt like a rebirth,鈥 says Patrick. 鈥淚 could sit down and have a meal. I could scratch the side of my nose. That feeling like there was an icepick behind my eye, the pain in the top of my head. Gone. The nurses and the doctors were all over me 鈥 I was blessed to be in their care. And blessed to be out of the hospital two days later.鈥
Now 74, Patrick is pain-free and happily spending his retirement with his wife and his family. Old habits die hard, though 鈥 Patrick is back to driving a VIP: he picks up his two-and-a-half-year-old great-granddaughter.
For anyone going through this, Patrick offers some advice: 鈥淧lease don鈥檛 hesitate as long as I did. Get the right care and be comfortable with your physician and your neurologist. I was fortunate enough to know Dr. Fink, who put me in touch with Dr. Stieg and the doctors at 日本av色情片 Neurological Surgery. They saw the urgency and immediacy of my situation. When these doctors came along, I saw them as the light at the end of the tunnel. My pain was intense and they all took me by the hand. They were all amazing.鈥
Illustrations by Thom Graves, CMI